Mc DreamyLike many of you I have been watching Grey’s Anatomy for a long time. I am the girl with the box of tissue next to me every week because I like to prepare. Why would you watch any episode of Grey’s and not be prepared? Seems ludicrous!

Shonda wraps us up in her characters, we are involved with them, I was a part of Meridith and Mc Dreamy’s relationship, I was invested.

This is what Shonda wants, she wants us to be invested, she wants us to feel what they feel, cry when they cry, cry when they are happy, and cry when they are sad. I am always crying every week on Thursday, so why am I still upset today?

It was not any different from previous weeks, but it was. This time Shonda was mad disrespectful, she took McDreamy away, (sorry for the spoiler) she ruined my relationship, our promise on a post it note.

To make matter’s worse, she had him hit by a damn truck. Derek did not deserve that Shonda, you have had shot him and we were pissed, but at least he lived.

Patrick Dempsey has commented on the fact that he was killed off, he wanted to leave Greys despite our wanting him to stay. He had to say something because he knew we would not be able to handle it. Here is what he had to say:

I think it will be very shocking, the way it happens. It’s really going to be powerful. But life is like that. I think any time an original cast member has left, there’s always a void that will never be filled. Shepherd is a beloved character. People don’t want to lose him. He’s been in their lives for over 10 years. But it goes on, and it will evolve.

You are right McDreamy it has been 10 years and this is how life is, but don’t expect us to just get over it. Shonda who clearly does not care that I get mini heart attacks weekly had this to say:

Now, Meredith and the entire Grey’s Anatomy family are about to enter uncharted territory as we head into this new chapter of her life,” Rhimes said in a statement. “The possibilities for what may come are endless. As Ellis Grey would say … the carousel never stops turning.”

So long McDreamy I want you to know that I hope Meredith does not ever marry anyone else, you will live in our hearts forever and ever.

Now watch this video and be prepared, grab the tissue, you will need it!